Currently Listening Evolution of Energy By S.T.U.N. see related

i feel kind of foolish...the guy i like...he's a hoe

....sleeps around...its funny though..

oh well...

anyways..besides feeling a bit foolish

i'm good...took TAKS....

hope i passed it...

Currently Listening Evolution of Energy By S.T.U.N. see related

i feel kind of foolish...the guy i like...he's a hoe

....sleeps around...its funny though..

oh well...

anyways..besides feeling a bit foolish

i'm good...took TAKS....

hope i passed it...

Currently Listening Wincing the Night Away By The Shins Australia see related

            i'm feeling down...and anything i eat makes me sick..

          its like having morning sickness but i'm not

               pregnant....

i feel like crying....for no particular reason...and i've basically lost trust...

in pretty much everyone....it would seem like this would have something to do with

my grandfather's death but it has absolutely nothing to do with that...

i just wish things would start getting better for me..

i know i'm basically complaining about my life but its how i feel right now..

cosmetology's a bitch right now...everyone in there's so judgemental

i've never done anything to anyone in there so that they

think they can talk about me...

none of them KNOW me...they may know who i am but no a single person in there knows me on a personal level

fuck! who the hell cares if i look different from the fucking trend followers in there...

i like being unique, even if its the weirdest thing possible...fuck i don't

want attention from them...i want for them to fuck off and leave me alone...

SO HERE'S TO MY LITTLE RANT!

....AND HOPEFULLY THINGS GET BETTER FROM HERE ON OUT

Currently Listening Because of the Times By Kings of Leon charmer see related

                         i hurt...physically and emotionally...my grandpa's being

                      taken off of the respirator tomorrow so technically he's already dead.

        i've never had someone close to me pass...and even though i haven't seen him since i was 

                     five(12 years ago)i feel like dying myself...maybe its because i have never

                           experienced this before but i hate it and i'm crying my heart out as

                                           i type....i miss him already...but i don't want to

                                                         miss him......i don't know how

                                                                   to handle it...

Currently Listening Desperate Youth, Blood Thirsty Babes By TV on the Radio The wrong way see related

dyed my hair...still hoping for my turquoise hair... i've

got this extreme love for grapefruit at this moment.

...I'm sleepy as hell..

I need my soy milk...

wanna wtch some movies?...i guess...how about lords

of dogtown?

I'm gonna go see Tv on the Radio...at the Gypsy Tea room

AWESOME!!!